Tough week.
Facing others gloomy that brought mine also. Finally it showing a little bit. *much*

I am sorry.

Thinking of something negatively. What brings me to be this pessimist?

I am sorry.

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Setup yourself. Face this world with your heart, with your stand.

Forget about myths and rumours. Even it comes inside yours.

If you don't believe in yourself, who else will believe in you?

- Ya muqallib al-qulub, thabbit qalbi ‘ala dinik
O turner of hearts, make my heart firm upon your religion

- Ya muqallib al-qulub, thabbit ‘ala’l-haqq
O turner of hearts, make my heart firm upon the truth

- Ya muqallib al-qulub, thabbit qalbi ‘ala ta’atik
O turner of hearts, make my heart firm upon your obedience

- Ya musarrif al-qulub, thabbit qalbi ‘ala ta’atik
O director of hearts, keep my heart in a state of obedience to you

- Ya muqallib al-qulub wa ‘l-ahwalhawwil halina ila ahsan ‘l-hal
O you, transformer of hearts and spiritual states make our states the loveliest of states

- Allahumma, ya muqallib al-qulub wa’l-absar, thabbit qalbi ‘ala dinik
O Allah, O controller of the hearts and eyes, let my heart hold fast onto your religion

Honolulu...

Honolulu, may I find it?
Surely its not here.

Honolulu is there. Yes, im sure.

Why I keep on it?

Because its Honolulu.

Memory will never fade but time does.

Keep on remembering something that keep it close.

Do remember or you'll be faded too;
 by time... by feeling... by your own.

Thats why Honolulu is choosen.

A tree without roots is fake.

Same goes to .....

Be blessed Honolulu,
with Love, Mercy,
Tranquility form The Almighty.

Rumi.

Who is in the house of my heart,
I cried in the middle of the night.

Love said,
"It is I, but what are all these images that fill your house?"

I said, they are the reflection of your beautiful face.

She asked,
"But what is this image full of pain?"

I said, it is me lost in the sorrows of life
and showed her my soul full of wounds.

She offered me one end of a thread and said:
"Take it so I can pull you back
but do not break the delicate string."

I reached towards her but she struck my hand.
I asked, why the harshness?

She said,
"To remind you that whoever comes to love’s holy space,
proud and full of himself will be sent away.
Look at love with the eyes of your heart.

Dare?

Life is about upside down. Rolling here and there. Definately, there is no static part unless for those who do nothing.

Do remember, in order to know or tell something, you need to let go something. Life is easy. Its all about give and take. But how to realize this?

Take a deep breath. Take a look. Do you really care about your surrounding? Do you really in at your atmosphere? Or you just make yourself able to be there and still standing?

Sometimes, a tiny deeds can turn you out as a new person. To be more clear, can bring new hope, good feelings not only to you but your surrounding as well. Dont you feel happy when people enjoy to be with you and accept you as who you are?


The only thing, for now is to let go your ego. Unconditional emotion.

Be blessed, lovely soul.

 

You.

 

For who you are. 

I know you can do it. 

 He knows you can make it.

If you do not believe in yourself, who else?

Even he believe in you deeply, you need to figure it out.

Please take it.

Make it.

Keep it up!

and never make things harder...

We call it, Plan.

I found this while scrolling on newsfeed. Ahah... mine is not around the corner. Actually this is a good thing to be discussed. Well, we need to plan early. ^_^

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resepsi nanti saya nak buat simple2 aje. saya nak masak sama-sama dengan siapa yang sudi nak tolong masak untuk kenduri resepsi saya nanti, biar kita sama-sama berpulas hempas, baru-lah enjoyable. kadang di hari resepsi tak sempat pun jumpa/cakap lama2, so kalau tak dapat datang resepsi pun, datang tolong beli barang2 nak masak pun ok, teman beli door gifts etc, takpun datang masak hari sebelum, stay up sama2 malam tu, kita sembang panjang2, kenalkan kawan2 dekat mama bapak dan isteri nanti.

dan erm, kenduri nanti nak buat time breakfast. tak panas sangat. tak payah nak terkejar2 nak solat zohor bila dah dress up (or suit up) bagai kan. nanti boleh guest pi kenduri lain pulak lepas datang resepsi saya dan isteri(nanti). lauk? nak masak Nasik Lemak Camam (NLC), and utk yg lambat sikit (yg datang dekat2 tengahari) nak buat nasik pilau kambing (NPK). yang penting capek kena ada nak tolong masak skali.

and nanti tak nak ada makan beradab, sangat tak beradab tetamu datang kita dok rumah macam raja, kadang yg datang tak sempat tengok pun siapa yang kawin, patutnya jemput tetamu datang, kita tuan rumah kena layan tetamu. and instead of main lagu je sepanjang masa, nak selit2 bait2 puisi, ucapan dari mak ayah, abang kakak sepupu sepapat, biar diorang bacakan live apa yg diorang tulis, kalau ada lah orang nak tuliskan kan. perasan lebih. heuhuehue.

so, target:
majlis biar simple, buat time pagi 8am-Noon, lauk NLC & NPK, masak sendiri gotong royong dgn family, kawan2 dan jiran, pengantin akan layan tetamu lebih.

sekarang:
mantapkan persediaan, cari duit, cari sampai jumpa jodoh

oh lupa. tak tahu jadi ke tak ni, sebab tak bincang dgn bapak mama and isteri lagi. eh bakal isteri, eh, calon bakal isteri pun tak ada lagi. eh? eh?

disclaimer: doakan. serius takde apa2 lagi soon. saje nak share my dream wedding reception je, and tak bererti reception2 korang dan orang lain tak bagus.